Around the year 2000, Deb and I were undergoing major changes in our lives. After breast cancer treatment, I left a corporate marketing job, declared a sabbatical and explored a new vocation of spiritual companioning. Deb moved to the country, married a man she met at a barn dance and published a book. This experience of transforming our lives led to creation of Tending Your Inner Garden®, a program of spiritual and creative growth for women. During the last ten years ago, as we’ve worked alongside hundreds of women, we’ve gained rich insights about how people learn who they are and what they are here on Earth to do. In this series of blogs, we’re sharing those insights.

Women need the support of a genuine community to blossom and grow.

True, many personal truths come at solitary moments. Reflection helps us mine our valuable inner soil and uncover seeds ready to break open and take root. Will they emerge through the top soil? Receive nutrients for growth? Find an environment receptive to their unique beauty?

While solitude and stillness give us the opportunity to get to know our deeper selves (our heart, body and soul, not just our brain), we create from this place of authenticity only in loving relationships with others. We need encouragement and support. As we offer love and companionship, we in turn receive it.

Women who come to the Tending Your Inner Garden program say they feel lonely. Often they are successful, busy professionals with families and friends. Still, they lack a feeling of true soul connection because they’re living on the surface of life. Digging into their inner gardens within a community of other women creates intimate connections based on trust, forgiveness, compassion, empathy and genuine listening.

With these bonds as a foundation, women discover a new-found ability to navigate transitions, grieve losses, take risks, weather setbacks, develop perspective, and view life as an adventure. This confidence makes it possible for them to make life-giving choices and shed the involvements and limiting beliefs that deaden aliveness. Women learn to love themselves–because they are loved.

Are you seeking community? Are you blessed with one? Journal about the role of community in your life with these prompts:

• I can truly be myself when…
• A group that offers me loving support is…
• What I’m missing in my life is…
• A time when I had the encouragement and support to take a risk…
• I feel lonely…
• I feel loved…

Do you have a story to share about how the support of family or friends helped you through a difficult change or enabled you to grow? Please let us hear it!

If you’d like to form your own Tending Your Inner Garden group, we have a start-up kit that will give you everything you need–from identifying members to holding retreats. Go to our web site to order. We can help you with questions like “How can I find other women who share my interests?” and “How do we create a sense of safety, trust and respect?” Questions? Let us know.

 

In the ten years we’ve accompanied women as they tend their inner gardens, several important truths have emerged through the examples of their lives. In the coming weeks, we’d like to focus on those truths–what enables your soul to express your life purpose in the world. Here is the first of these truths.

We all need solitude and stillness in our lives.

As a culture, we do not rest well. If we’re not productive, if we’re not busy, we wonder what’s wrong. We begin to question our self-worth. We define ourselves by what we do.

Such a busy life depletes the soil of nutrients that generate new life. The winter season, metaphorically (it can happen in July), provides the gift of dormancy, a time to shift from achieving and producing to being and resting. By committing to a period of stillness each day, you learn how to quiet your busy mind. You learn you are not your thoughts. You connect with the “I am” that is God, Mother/Father, Divine Energy, Source, Creator–whatever name you give to the force that unites all of creation.

Why is this important? A regular period of quiet each day improves your health and begins to rewire your brain to produce a calmer, less reactive way of being. It gives you time to reflect on who you are and what you long for.

In our new book, Winter: Stories, Poems and Inspiration for the Season of Rest and Renewal, women speak eloquently about the gift of stillness. Angela Renkoski in “Courting Winter” says, “Winter is…a space that allows for new perspectives to breathe and stretch and put down roots in quiet and safety.” Ronda Armstrong in “A Tale of Comfort” says of winter, “A welcoming light shines in the shivering winter darkness, guiding us toward the healing promises of spring.” SuzAnne C. Cole in “Solitude and Loneliness,” reminds us, “There will be times in our lives when we will be alone, but we never have to be lonely if we do not choose to be.”

Women who have made significant and life-giving changes through Tending Your Inner Garden have embraced the spirit of winter, welcoming that open, quiet space for new life to take root. To help bring these same gifts into your life, consider the following questions for reflection and journaling:

• How do I respond to stillness?
• What impact does noise in my environment have on me?
• When have I been alone in wilderness or nature? What was that like for me?
• How do I experience aloneness? Loneliness?
• How does the winter season of rest and solitude prepare me to reengage with others in an authentic way?

Do you have an experience of stillness and solitude to share with us? We’d love to hear from you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

We’re excited to announce that today marks the release of our new book: Winter: Women’s Stories, Poems and Inspiration for the Season of Rest and Renewal! Women from all over the world submitted their writing for this volume, sharing stories of relationship, endings and beginnings, healing, desire and growth.

For ten years through Tending Your Inner Garden®, we’ve brought together women for retreats intended to facilitate self-discovery and creative expression. Along the way, we’ve all discovered several truths: Women hunger for community and connection. In the context of support from others, they come to know what truly matters to them. In gaining a voice, they let go of what no longer gives them aliveness and purpose. Through sharing their individual stories, they tap into the deep stream of Spirit that enlivens all of creation.

By publishing this first of four volumes of women’s writing themed to the seasons of the year, we aim to create that same community through the printed word. Our hope is that, by reading these intimate portraits from around the world, you’ll reflect on your own life and share your insights with others.

We invite you to winter’s gift of rest and renewal, regardless of the season in your life. Let us know how you’re experiencing endings and beginnings, stillness and solitude, renewal, dormancy, and rest. And we hope you’ll consider submitting your writing for our Spring, Summer and Fall books. Learn more about the guidelines here.

At our Inner Garden workshops and retreats, we talk about the importance of listening to your inner voice, where you’ll hear the answers to life questions that are right for you. This is definitely a challenge since there are so many voices in our lives competing for our attention. By spending just a few minutes a day in spiritual practice—journaling, drawing, meditating, taking a walk, or whatever activity helps you quiet down and listen—you start inviting that inner voice to play a bigger role in your life. You start shifting… from other people’s expectations to your own strength and creativity.

As women, it’s important for us to make friends with that inner voice so we can share our gifts with the world. And there may be no time in which that’s more critical than at midlife. This is a stage that can seem scariest on the life journey because the years stretch out before us with no kids, no definite career plan, and maybe without a partner. But it can also be the richest and most productive time of life for exactly those same reasons. In the freedom of midlife and beyond, there’s time to dig more deeply into the soil of your being and discover the seeds that have been just waiting to grow.

A few weeks ago, a wonderful New York writer named Haydee Camacho interviewed us about women in midlife transitions. Her article just went live on eHow.com, and we encourage you to take a look. No matter what stage of life you’re in, you’ll find wisdom in it and inspiration for tending your inner garden daily. See the whole story here.

We’re thrilled to launch a project that has been germinating for more than a couple of years! In 2012, we’ll publish four Tending Your Inner Garden books—one for each season of the year—and we invite you and women everywhere to submit stories, essays and poems for possible publication.

In almost ten years of Tending Your Inner Garden, Diane and I have heard countless women’s stories through our workshops, classes and retreats. But now it’s time for a larger circle of women who believe in the power of Spirit, nature and women’s wisdom to hear and learn from one another. That’s our vision for these books.

Why are we doing four books rather than one? The Tending Your Inner Garden program uses the seasons as a metaphor for change and transition. We help women focus not on the external season (in other words, whether it’s raining or snowing outside), but on the season inside you.

• Are you feeling depleted and in need of solitude? You probably are in winter and need to give yourself the gift of rest and inner reflection for a while.

• Is your mind racing with new possibilities? You may be in spring, ready internally to plant the seeds of new projects or life changes.

• Are you feeling overwhelmed by activities and expansion in your life? You’re probably in summer, a time when the abundance of your life may need a little weeding.

• Or are you getting rid of clutter or grieving a loss? You may be experiencing the “letting go” of fall, when sadness or melancholy signals the end of something important in your life…and the heartbeat of a new beginning.

We often talk about the fact that you can be in several seasons at once. For instance, you may be in summer in your family life if you’re trying to keep up with the demands of growing children and an active household. At the same time, your career might be in fall if you’re feeling the pull of a new career direction or an inner longing to express a different part of yourself in your work.

Through the four seasonal books, our aim is to collect stories about each of these inner seasons so that, when they’re done, you can pick up a book that supports you exactly where you are. We envision you thinking, “You know, I’m excited about the new direction my life is going. Where can I read stories from women who have experienced this same sense of urgency and new beginnings?” And voila, the spring Tending Your Inner Garden book will speak to you. Or maybe you’ll think, “I’m grateful for so many blessings in my life, but I have a sadness I can’t name.” And you’ll pick up the fall book and be wrapped in the supportive stories of women who have felt the same thing.

Clearly, the impact of these stories will be far-reaching…and it all starts with you. We encourage you to submit as many stories, poems and essays as you like for the books, based on the seasonal themes. If you’re asking yourself, “Can I really do this? Can I really have a voice?” our answer is, “Yes, you can.” Let your inner wisdom guide you in choosing a story or stories to share, then set aside the critical editor that sits on your shoulder and write from the heart.

You’ll find all the details about submitting material here. And please spread the word. With your help, these books—like Tending Your Inner Garden itself—will speak from the universal heart of feminine wisdom.

 

 

 

 

The holidays can test your ability to stay true to yourself, especially around family and old friends who may have perceptions of you that are no longer true—or never accurately reflected who you are at your core. Remember that everyone’s perception of you is colored by their own lens. The only person who really knows who you are and what you deeply value and desire is you.

When you listen to your inner guidance with the support of Spirit and nature, you strengthen your conviction to express the deepest and most authentic parts of yourself.

This week, give yourself the gift of …

• Discerning what you care about at a heartfelt level. Speak with others from a place of your values, not just your opinions. You’ll find it easier to connect honestly with others, and to respect yourself even if people close to you disapprove or disagree.

• Stepping into your own power. Before visiting with family or friends through the holidays, take a few minutes in solitude to offer thanks to yourself and those in your life who have helped you become who you are today. Visualize a ball of light in your abdomen and see it expanding and spreading throughout your body. Know that this light—the essence of who you are—is stronger than any external expectations.

• Listening to your inner voice even when you’re in conversation with others. If you start to say something that doesn’t reflect who you are, pay attention to the voice within and let it guide you. Know that your honest expression is your gift to the world.

• Releasing any expectations. Take a few minutes to journal about the expectations you hold for yourself and the holidays. Ask yourself, “What’s true? What matters? What parts of these expectations can I let go of?”

 

 

 

This week, we encourage you to start off the holiday season by giving to yourself what you give to others: gratitude. In countless and immeasurable ways, your inner light makes a difference in this world. And your simple acts of courage and kindness are unique expressions of your deepest self.

Acts of courage can look a lot of different ways. For instance, when challenged to do something outside her comfort zone, Nancy decided to call her estranged sister, who lives in another state. The two hadn’t spoken for several months, so Nancy set herself up for success.

With an intention to limit the phone call to about 15 minutes, she called in the middle of the day, when she could gracefully use work as an excuse to end the conversation. Also, she was realistic in her expectations; her desire was to establish a connection, not to completely heal the relationship.

The phone call went reasonably well, and Nancy ended the conversation not only a step closer to her sister, but aware that she can do more than she might have thought before. And she also had another big reason to thank herself…for expressing herself with love.

This week, take a few minutes each day to think of the ways you’ve been courageous enough to be yourself…and to consider new ways of extending yourself to others. It will make the holiday extra meaningful as you put yourself in the equation of gratitude.

 

A 96-acre fresh water lake shimmers just two minutes from my home. Surrounded by a 1.9 mile walking path that takes you over a bridge and through groves of cottonwood and assorted trees, the lake attracts a microcosm of the greater Des Moines area. Mothers and fathers strolling with kids or guiding them as they wobble on new bikes. Runners with sleek bodies. Families speaking one of the more than 100 languages found in the city. Dogs of all sizes walking their owners.

This year is the tenth anniversary of the Gray’s Lake Park. In 2001 the lake was enlarged, trails were constructed and a gorgeous bridge that spans one end and lights up at night was built. A community of people populate it, treasuring it as an oasis in the heart of the city.

Majestic cottonwoods frame the lake. Here’s the view at 2 p.m. today.

Life conspires to keep me from reflecting more deeply on who I am and what I have to offer to the world, or so it seems. Whether it’s completing forms for health care expense reimbursement, taking my car in for service or dealing with a failed Internet connection, I find my days slipping away from me. Kierkegaard called it “tranquilization by the trivial.” I become numb to my own inner aliveness.

Yet these daily life tasks are necessary and can be fulfilling. I try praying. During my morning ritual of showering and brushing my teeth, I imagine sending cleansing energy to all the people in the world who subsist in tents, shacks and homeless shelters. I try mindfulness. In folding the laundry I notice the fresh smell, soft textures and colors of the fabrics. I try gratitude. In reflection, I acknowledge how much my life has been gifted with health insurance, transportation, and a nice place to live.

All of this helps. Approaching humble tasks with a peaceful heart changes the energy of my immediate surroundings and affects positively my relationships with others. Yet I feel there’s more–more to discover about how I uniquely can serve a greater purpose. Is it writing? Teaching? Spiritual companioning?

If you’re on this same journey, I’d love to hear from you. How do you instill meaning into daily life? How do you continue your search for your true self and your role in the world?

Join us on this blog and share with others.

Diane